blast from the past.

it's mama's birthday today.

i wish i could be home and do this, like it was 22 years ago.



i called her this morning.
and was kinda surprised to hear so many people at home. atuk,maksu,paktam and the cousins.
so, i thought they must be celebrating her birthday or something.
then, mama told me that she'll be mc-ing for a week.then she said, "mama nak bagitau something ni, akak tak yah la risau."

dont you just hate it when your parents told you that? it'll make you worry even more adalah!
it turn out she broke her left foot yesterday and now in plaster cast. that's why she wont be going to school for a week.. i was thinking of the worst, so i was relieved to hear that..

it's hard to be thousand miles away and powerless to do anything. so, i pray that i wont be receiving news of that kind ever again while i'm here..

another thing,
i am jealous to see.. pictures of close friends with new circle of friends, look all so happy and content. i wish i was in those pictures, with them. and i wish i could see them more often, but with the distance, i'll be lucky if i get to see them once a year during odd weekends or winter/easter breaks..

and one more of another thing,
i'm starting my psychiatry block tomorrow. and right now, the laziness is at its highest level.*sigh*