nov 20th is tomorrow people!!! weeeheee. after months of waiting of  you-know-what! after reading so many almost "obsessive" posts over the months, you'd think i'd be the first in line for the midnight show. well, i'll be covered in thick duvet and off to slumberland instead. i value my sleep too much.not even edward cullen a reason enough to brace the rainy cold weather. =P i'm gonna be patient till monday,or tuesday,or maybe wednesday. i know this weekend, the theatre gonna be max full! and i dont really like that. go on weekdays and if you're lucky, you'll get the whole theatre to yourself for just £4.00!!





then i found this:



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now lets count down to february and ignore january. the dreaded finals is in that month!

okiedok, gotta get going. surgical tutorial in 45 minutes!





i havent blog from iphone for so long, now the app is doing funny thing. so have to edit this the old fashion way.haha.

i dont look flattering at all in this picca (LOL), the inequal eyes, the bulging left cheek and a few thousands more wrong things i could mentioned,but just ignore those this time okay?

focus on the red swelling below the bcg scar.

i dont know about other people who've had the vaccination, but this erythematous swelling at the injection site is kinda worrying me. first thing, it's too big a swelling! other people that i knew who've had the vaccination didnt really have this size of swelling. but they were a wee bit ill afterwards, but i'm not. not yet anyway. and it was so frustrating to not be able to turn on your left while you're sleeping!

and i was making fun of S and N when they were complaining of how tender it was, even to slightest touch.. and now, it's not really fun when you have to deal with the same thing. brushing shoulders with other people would saw me cringing on the face. and they were plenty of that accident when i was walking through throng of people to get into lecture theatre this morning for the dr.clarke's revision course!

i'll write my review of the famous revision course after the surgery course's finish tomorrow.
but so far, i'd say it was worth £54 for the medicine revision course today.and glad i went. =D


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today was exceptionally long compared to other normal school days.

today i have grand ward round with Prof A and all other consultants and all other registrar and all JHOs and not to forget the senior nurse and the dieticians as well. Prof A is known to be a really brilliant endocrinologist and he's a bit old-school.which means every thursday, the day of grand ward round, doctors wear white coats. i turned my room uppside down yesterday night to find my white coat which i havent worn in years!

i was sweating buckets  #:-Sduring the ward round, expecting at any seconds when he was going to throw questions to us three final year student who were doing specialties attachment with the endocrine team. and i could feel myself palpitating when i was answering his questions. mind you, his questions were basic stuff like causes of Cushing's and management of thyroid CA and i managed to answer them okay, but you couldnt help it to feel all anxious and having your heart rate racing hundreds per minute!:-SS

then after the ward round's over, the whole entourage went down to seminar room for investigations teaching, basically intrepeting all the tests related to endocrine problems, pituitary hormone levels/synacthen test and whatnot. which i still having problem getting good grasp at.ergh!.#-o


then i had swine flu vaccination appointment in the afternoon. of all days, today it rained the most. and yes,i was soaking wet and freezing once i reached the occupational health centre. having so little experience of having any medical interventions on myself, today i got a little dose of what we doctors been putting patients into. i only had one i.m injection of Pandemrix on my left arm and now, a few hours after the jab.. i couldnt stop complaining of how sore my left arm is!it really is SORE!:(


ooh, then i had surgical tutorial at half 5 in the evening. it's already dark and i was initially didnt feel like going. but i dragged myself to go anyway and the reg ask the groupmates and I to split up and go see a few patients, present the case then we discussed about it. which took about an hour. short & sweet,just the way i like it.:D and S was sucha an angel for giving me and N lift home, so no worries of having to walk in the dark through dodgy streets to home.


then at half 7, was radiology teaching. neuroradiology was interesting.. then the musculoskeletal radiology was a bit dry. plus the exhaustion kicking in.(:| the lecture dragged up to about 930pm. and now at 1012pm, i'm flat on the bed. i should really read up on oesophageal cancer and cholangiocarcinoma,as i was totally clueless during the surgical tutorial,knew nothing about it when other people were throwing answers.*gasp*[-) tomorrow morning, promise! good thing dr.M teaching start at 11am tomorrow.


now, wasnt that such a long rant? i'm amazed you people read it all the way.:P



this is HILARIOUS!
ok, enough of utube.now i better start reading up on prolactinoma and the likes.


this song now stuck in my head. thanx to guitar hero session that we had in the middle of study group session today.we started at about 9 in the morning, up till about 530 in the evening.so one or more out of us eight are bound to go cuckoo.LOL.

you can always depends on the guys to have all the cool toys..
gosh, now i wish i have my own set of guitar hero!!!







here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
and I can't tear myself away
from the stars in my eyes with no light

it's been raining. wet. cold.which is expected,around this time of the year.
s-a-d, is inevitable.i guess.
right this very second..i felt so low,i could burst into tears.and i dont exactly know why.
and this is definitely not pms. 






i came across this while youtube-ing.( after 9 hours of study session group, i think i'm entitled to do nothing tonight!). gosh, now i envy her on so many level... the voice, the guitar-playing skill.and she's such a pretty face too!
and i am now a fan. and hunting all the mp3s i could find!

this is just for fun. if genie in a bottle exist, i'd wished for;




1. yves saint laurent elle
i looove the smell of this!! but never really get around to buy it.
besides, i still have more than half bottle of these two:

                                                                            AND







*****






2. new moon!
there's too many.. i repeat too many trailers of the movie that i just cant take it anymore!!
just show it at the theatres already!! i want to see THE edward cullen like NOW!!
i've watched twilight too many times that i could practically say all the lines already!

*****




3. this baby (and in this colour!)
i turned green with envy everytime this honda passes me by on the street of belfast..and oh, there were MANY! and often with a longing face plastered on my face too, it's pathetic.
why oh why honda malaysia do not sell this??

okay, back to reality. no 1 and 2 are achieveable. it's the number 3 which is kinda impossible. but to think of it, if i dont shop for ridicilous things for the whole year, i might save enough money to bring that pretty car home. but you see, the severity of this shopping illness is really bad, i'm way beyond control.yeah,yeah.. i'm exaggerating...hmm, maybe not.
like for today, i went to town after class just to buy gift for syira for her upcoming birthday,since she was so nice of getting me one for mine. then these two feet walked into zara..and i ended up with one more top which i dont really need. then to victoria square,where i ended up at topshop,found this gorgeous little handbag and a pretty necklace. i grabbed them both and headed straight to the checkout.i didnt even know how much cash i have left. good thing i have the plastic card with me!i have shopped plenty when i was home at malaysia, the excuse was those are birthday gifts that i'm buying for myself. then today,the same excuse was used,it's getting ridicilous. so, birthday month is seriously a money hazard for me! LOL.
gosh, now..how materialistic and shallow do you think is that?

oh oh. i think i need a new iphone's cover too. the red ones dh lusuh lunyai dah.

oh,another thing. the housemates were soo great, they brought me to dinner on my birthday. i didnt quite expect that, so that was a pleasant surprise!. it so happen it was my turn to cook for dinner that day, so i got a free pass:D.haha. now, the meal was nice, but it could be perfect if N was around too. she's stuck up in derry for her surgery attachment.poor thing!








oooh, though i doubt he read this blog of mine,


Happy 22nd Birthday
Angah!


(:|(:|(:|i've been yawning non-stop for quite sometime now. it's only 9pm (well,it's 10 o'clock if you havent set the clock for daylight saving thing!!). now,no wonder i'm sleepy already.
well,just thought i'd make a quick post for the birthday boy, i somehow couldnt reach you by the old telephone,so...

Happy 24th Birthday 
Qamarul Azzam Razali!

<:-P<:-P<:-P

lucky you, you have one hour extra today on your birthday!i hope you have a great one!

xoxo

at 1658GMT, i send this email to nimdta:


To whom it may concern,

I would like to inform you that I DO NOT wish to be entered for this year's application round for the UK Foundation Programme.


Name: N. Izyan S. N.MAT
Student No.:  ********


Best wishes,
N.I.S.N.M



which means.....
yours truly is going back home straight after graduation (provided that i pass the freaking finals!)


i was unsure a few days back. i was having doubt, because everybody else is busy applying. i even thought of applying, just for the sake of it. but seeing all the questions, i dont think i have enough time to think  it all out and write them properly.. i havent even thought of which drs i'm gonna ask as my referees. 
now, there's no turning back.
long hours, bad pay.. i'll endure it all!lol.

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on happier note, my dearest aaron wilson, happy birthday!! i'd like to put pictures, but then i realized that we dont have any recent pictures together.:(

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on much happier note,
i just got a pair of very cute shoes at esprit for just £19.99, from the original price of £ 42.00. weeheee:x