let the truth sting

that's the title of grey's anatomy 3rd episode of season 4.
somehow, i feel it's appropriate..

the moment i laid eyes on the picture, i felt like somebody stabbed me with a blunt screwdriver. it actually hurts.
now, i feel like a total idiot.i wish i could take back things that i've done.
and i was just talking about it with syira&nique yesterday!
and thanks to that, i felt like crap the whole morning.
i was foolish enough to believe.. and maybe a tad naive too.
this sound sooo pathetic, but i guess i'm not worth the wait.
at times like this, i rather being left in the dark.to not know is better.
god, the truth sting!