the end.

my last exam for 4th year ended today.
somehow, i'm still not relieved. i know i did not bad for the gp part. but the geriatrics: horrendous!
and a few hours after, it's still bugging me. and i feel that i cant really enjoy the summer just yet. *sigh*

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night

please,please,please..let me enjoy three full month of summer at home.

oh, i'm looking forward to go home, but not so much on being home-quarantine for a couple of days. but knowing that i have a few symptoms of fever, sore throat and whatnot, (which anyway, has been for 3 days! if it's viral, shouldnt they go away already?) i better quarantine myself eh? oh you have no idea how freak out i was when i first noticed these petichiae (pardon the medical jargon) on both of my arms last wednesday. being a hypochondriac, of course i think of the worst. meningitis? d*mn, i know i should get the menC booster a few months before. neck stiffness was absent and other sign of meningism as well. so, that's a relief! but i did fear for these past couple of nights that it might indeed be meningitis and i'm not gonna wake up the next morning! how dramatic eh? LOL. you see, i was in the gp practice all day, seeing patients after patients.. god knows all kind of germs could have been transferred to me already. there was one lady, who was so worried that she might have the A(H1N1) flu. which leads me to think of the same as well. *sigh*

as for today, i still have the temperature and the sore throat. but the lymph nodes are no longer as big as they were last wednesday. so, i should be okay? kan?KAN??