high on sunshine

and i thought it is almost impossible.
but it felt like it when i was out and about this morning.
the sun is finally shining, and it definitely feels more like spring.
this part of the world has been deprived of the sun, no wonders there are so many people with depression.
and you appreciate the good weather more. after a few months in gloomy rainy cold days.
heh, ok.. not to get way overboard.. all i'm saying is, i'm loving the sunny days!

psychiatric exam was yesterday and the day before.
the first day was just mcq.not too hard, not too easy.
then,yesterday was the osce. the first three stations were video and drug prescribing stations.
we were all put in one room. which i thought initially was weird. i mean, they dont even try to sit us apart from each other. but when the video starts, we were all jotting down answers like mad, there was no time to peek on other's answer sheet.lol.

then they called us by pair for the next two stations. unlucky me, i was the second last to go. yes, i was terribly anxious during the first hour of waiting. still looking up notes and book. after the examiners had their coffee break, i was bored silly waiting;i couldnt be bothered anymore. i mean, at that point, i just want to get it over with. oh, i didnt know what's wrong with me, but i did stutter quite a lot for the first station..lol.

ooh, the best part was.. we were given the result on the same day. the exam finished around noon and at 5pm, phew...safe to say, i passed! yeay!! so, no more of schneider first rank symptoms and all those confusing phenomenology for me. for a little while at least.

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it's touching to know that angah still needs yours truly, his older sister. even if its just with his course work. not that i understand a thing about his FYP thesis. flexible rotor, oil film bearing, chaotic vibrations->those are all jargons to me.. it doesnt make sense at all. haha. but yeah, glad that i could offer tiny bit of help with proof reading.. it kind of surprised me that he asked. because we dont exactly have the greatest sister-brother relationship. both ego's were so huge that we barely have pleasant conversation without turning it into a fight.
oh well, i guess we both are finally growing up.