there were so many posts in drafts and all of them were left unfinished. am not sure whether this one's fate will be the same. anyhoo, i just feel like writing, simply because i have not done this quite sometime. *sigh*

i had coffee after dinner, thought that it'd help me to stay at the desk and do some work a little longer than usual. but, here i am. heh, this would be the countless break from study for the night,but oh what the heck. and i'm still rambling of pointless stuff.i know.

i've had two attachments done since the last time i wrote a proper entry. and this week's is ophthamology. it was just all right, nothing quite interesting. and oh old news, i still get the tendency to pass out whenever i'm in surgery. and last monday was no different. i got more squeamish as i was observing the cataract surgery. what do you call phobia of eye surgery? haha. and i'm scheduled to attend clinic tomorrow. at bangor! i dont even know where exactly that place is. the consultant that ashley and i are attached to doesnt really mind whether we want to go or not.so, i'm taking the option of having tomorrow off. in the hope that i could get some more revision done. a whole lot more, i hope. i still have more than half of the lectures dvd to be finished!

i was being too laid back all these while. and it worries me. seriously. and i still sleeps soundly at night. which i often feel guilty about.


the class group has just been created at facebook. and all the old pictures are coming to surface, after being stored somewhere in everyone's hard drive. and do you cringe having to look at yourself back then? haha. and i kept saying that i miss all the moments, and everyone who were in those moments.. i guess i still hang on to the past. hoping that somehow time will stand still and things remain as they were. but, it's so unlikely as everybody's moving on, growing up,blossoming.. you get what i mean..

and the fightersz yg is once more alive with emails from everyone. it'll be always the case when someone's about to get married. heh~ the high school years,really felt like a lifetime ago and i could not remember when i saw them last. and those years are among the times i wish i could re-live again *sigh*

i have to admit, that i'm bad at keeping in touch. but do know, that thoughts of you people do cross my mind from time to time.

i'd finished this post with a nice quote, but i couldnt find a good one