wake me up.consistently please

i have just returned from k.faiz's house. her house is so chantek.big living room with a flat screen tv hanging on the wall.well, if you can afford to pay one grand for the house rental, you can have a house like her too.

we have session on the history of the development of islam.
which opened my eyes.
made me realized.
how ignorant i have been.
how oblivious i am to what's been going on around me.
it's like i'm living in my own little bubble that i couldn't care less of the hardship of other brothers and sisters in the other part of the world.
islam had it's glorious moments.
and it could be achieved again, providing we have the right attitude, the faith as strong as what the muslims in the past had. hearing the girl talked, i felt ashamed. ashamed of myself. as i have not been contributing much. i have been hearing a lot of these. of how we need to do something. i'm well aware of that.
but i am unsure still. of what i could do.
ya Allah,give this girl the guidance she needs. give her the strength. give her the will.