guilty pleasure

it's half 4, and a wee bit cold.
i'm having second mug of coffee for the day.
and somehow i feel guilty.
guilty of taking much caffeine&sugar. and making my teeth yellower than they already are.
i plan to take just one sugary drink each day.that means only a mug of coffee in the morning to kick start my day. other than that, i try to take just plain water.
mind you, coffee is my sugary drink.as i put sugar in my coffee. i could not drink coffee just on its own. unlike the irish people here. it amazed me how they drink their coffee.and just how much they take every day. the other day, i attended oncology clinic as part of my module's requirement. then at about 11a.m, dr.M sent me to get her coffee.hmm, scracth that.all is to that story is,she drank her americano black&unsweetened.just like that. and so did the other two doctors who were doing clinic session with her. i am sure to have my head throbbing after that,whenever i drink coffee that's a tad too strong.

this entry is getting pointless. it has been for the last couple of posts.sometimes i wonder, what's the point of writing.when all i write is crap.wasting my own time. and wasting yours too(whoever that reads this). hmm, now i cant wait for my hospital attachment to start, so that i can write interesting stories about patients.and the doctors.and how inadequate i feel.

i have a presentation to do tomorrow morning. appraising a journal article. to evaluate good and bad about a trial. to present just how good a drug is. in FIVE minutes. five freaking minutes! mane sempat!! there's just so much to talk about!
before this, i dreaded doing presentations. now i'm complaining of how short the presentation has to be. hah!


on another note..i know i've wished you already. but then again,why not mention it again here aight? make u famous kejap.haha.
so, fadh, happy 23rd birthday!
and if the translator site translated what you wrote on my wall correctly, you're likely to be spending the day with books for exam tomorrow.gudluck for that too!