i hold grudges.that's one of my many flaws.

"let go of any grudges you've been holding
keeping bad memories is not healthy"

my horoscope reading for the day. tau2 je.haha. easy to say, but i'm still struggling with it. not so much a grudge, only.. anger. oh well, it's probly the same thing. i just hate it that x spoilt my birthday. i was totally having a great day till x blurted out the issue. yeah,great for you. and how dare you to say that "oh,i have something to tell you.consider this as a bday gift from me". i may be taken it totally on different direction of what you meant.. i mean x probably wanted to let me in,to not left me in the dark. but to me, it's like you were shoving it to my face saying, 'hey, i've moved on. and you're still at the old place you're at.loser!" urgh,marahnye!! seriously, that fine sunday was ruined by that thought.