not quite myself

over the weeks, many thoughts crossed my mind that i wished i have the notebook & internet connection to post them up. but when i have the opportunity, the trail of thoughts do not flow as freely as i like it to be.

heh,somehow holidays make people less keen to update their blog.come on, give me something to read,guys! haha,cakap org, die pun same jugak.

i had facial appointment yesterday at 3. i have to pick up mama first at school beforehand.i didnt know the road would be pretty busy by the time i was out from the house. so much for wanting to drive leisurely, taking my own sweet time.. i ended up having to rush,afraid mama would get all impatient. we made it for the 3 o'clock appointment. it was nice when your face get pampered.hehe. too bad i can only do it when i'm home. there's no way i'm gonna waste a couple of hundred bucks just for that when i'm away @ belfast. eventho my skin is not as smooth as the fresly boiled egg, it doesnt need much care. i do get the occasional pimples every now and then, but who doesnt aight? so many steps were involved that i lost track. but i do love when the..(heh, what do you call the person doing your facial treatment?)..girl massaging my face&all. but i got all tensed up when bot h of her hands were on my neck. one thing, i'm particularly sensitive at that area.that she made me wanna giggle.
the other thing,the paranoid me starts to think all sorts of things.like, what if she suddenly start to strangle me or sumthing. haha,i know. sucha crazy thought. and oh, i hate it when she started to squeeze out all my clogged pores. it hurts soo bad.urgh! two hours after, my face was all red. well, not all over.but seeing all the pores no longer get clog up made the pain worth it.haha. like it or not, beauty IS pain.deal with it.

and oh, on our way up to the beauty salon, i saw too many kids in their school uniform loitering around the mall that it surprised me. shouldn't you all be in school right that moment?? girls & boys alike, standing around aimlessly, that it was such a sore to the eye!! it's sad really to see that most of them are from my own race, bangsa melayu. and it's depressing to read all sorts of news related to the social problems that we have here in malaysia. we're entering the 50th year of independence, and we can clearly see the infrastructural/economical growth, but.. clearly we still have a long way to go in terms of character/personality building. but then again, i may be dreaming of utopia for the whole social problems to be totally eradicated.if ever.

enough of serious talk. i have 13 days till i get back. i've even got the appointment time for registration & re-validation of my student card already. i better start making a list for stuff i need to bring. aaa,malasnye!

it's 9.45 pm malaysian time, and this entry is quite pointless i may say.