au revoir

this would probably my last post from home.*sigh*

nothing much to say. i've packed all things that i need.i think.and all those things only weighs 20 kilos.i thought my luggage will weigh more than that.i barely able to zip it up.hope it wont burst open or anything.and hopefully the customs will not check my bags. not that i'm carrying drugs or anything.it's just food.lots and lots of them. it'll suck if all of that go to waste if they decide to confiscated(is that a correct word?) them.

and i hate moments like this. when i'm few hours away till my departure time. ever since school days. i dreaded sunday afternoon when it was time to go back to college after overnight outings over. and i'm feeling all nostalgic today. taking mental pictures of just about anything that i see. the roads, the sky.. i get all choked up just thinking about it.

and i dont like airport procedures. and i hate saying goodbye.

and i know i have to do that. but now, it seems just not.. well, why bother when the other party surely does not even care. heck, i'm not even sure i even exist in their life.

yeah, i am all bitter.